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[31 Dec 2005|07:16pm] |
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Copeland- May I Have This Dance |
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I'm done. I can't handle anything anymore. I have 5 tests and a project to present on Monday. I can't do it. I don't want to take honors classes anymore. I don't want to go to school anymore. I don't want to see anyone anymore. I can't handle it. I don't want anything to be expected of me. I wan't to be an average kid who has no expectations by anyone. I can't stop crying, I haven't cried in so long, but I just want to be alone... forever. I don't want to see anyone or talk to anyone. It's pointless... it won't matter a few years from now. None of this shit will. There's no point in school... if I could drop out I would. Stupid choice, yes. But, I don't care. I just wanna give up.
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[27 Dec 2005|11:06pm] |
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Copeland |
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Today was a good day. I woke up around 10:30, Amanda called then Dan Called. I cleaned up the house and what not. Around 300 me and Jaimie went to Wal-Mart and 2 pet stores. =D Me and my mom went shopping for a desk and then we just figured I'd take the one that I'm at now, and put it in my room. Then we took the Armoire (sp?) out of my room and put it in the garage.. so my room looks all weird now. We just need to add the desk and it'll be perfect. In about 7 minutes I will be going to pick Amanda up from the airport. I can't wait =)
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[23 Dec 2005|06:23pm] |
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Copeland- You Have My Attention |
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okay, two entries in one day... I just read through a ton of entries and I hung out with a lot of thug like people. lol. jaimie! i had to put that in there. bye!
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[23 Dec 2005|05:42pm] |
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Copeland- Coffee |
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Well, I thought maybe I'd write an entry in this thing.. I haven't in a while. This has been one hectic week for me.. I finally found some nice earrings for my mom today, but I lost the present for my dad. I'm also caught up in some of my emotions lately, it really really sucks... I don't even know what to do about it anymore it's been going on for so long, I feel like I should just leave it alone, but for the past few months I have left it alone and I just can't handle it anymore. Every song I hear, every person's voice, everything I see when I'm out, it all keeps reminding me over and over and over! It's driving my absolutely insane! I want to take care of it, but I don't know how and I don't know that I should. I'm just gunna mess it all up if I try to make it better. I don't know. Well, I'm playing my guitar right now. bye.
P.S. Oasis is the best band ever! And Copeland falls shortly behind.
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[05 May 2005|05:53pm] |
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New found Glory- Nothing Gold Can Stay |
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Marlo (my wife) wrote me a love poem:
i once knew a girl named laura,
who lived in a state called florida,
she had a big butt,
and was such a nut,
and thats it, there isnt anymora.
::sniff:: it's BEAUTIFUL!
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